i walked out on my own
deep down we’re all afraid we’ll die alone
so i thought i’d let you know
that instead of getting angry
i should have sat and listened
you tried to give a warning
but it seems i couldn’t handle it
my thoughts were racing fast
and i made a snap decision
“oh god, i gotta get outta here
this heaven just isn’t real”
some part of me’s thinkin i might’ve fucked up
but pride is a sickness if you have too much
but now time has passed
the pang of regret, it keeps on stinging
what if i hadn’t insisted on having the last word?
supposedly it heals all wounds
but i know that’s not entirely true
it only seems to continue
this hell that i’ve constructed about you
but in the back of my mind
i wanted to shut up
but once i get going
i can't really stop
oh, i didn't mean to put on airs
oh, i know i don't know everything
you later expressed your hesitations
and i thought that that made sense
but the thoughts that you were harboring
had you questioning my defense
i think about it often
stuck in my own head
layin up at night in bed
wondering if i could've said
something different to you
to mend the disconnect
but therein lies the problem
silence: the best recompense
credits
from Euneirophrenia,
released July 23, 2021
Written and produced by Neil MacLean and Agustin Escalante
Lyrics by Neil MacLean
Mixed by Agustin Escalante
Mastered by Edsel Holden
Vocals: Neil MacLean
Synths/piano: Neil MacLean
Guitar: Agustin Escalante
Bass: Agustin Escalante
Drums: Alex Moore
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