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Euneirophrenia

by Home Visions

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1.
Long Hunter 03:48
it was warm enough we sat there gazing talking about our loves without knowing what to say and it was weird enough two people, new friends juxtaposed on two fronts of our romances last night you were dancin' round the living room making everyone your friend i was thinking off to myself, “how does this guy have the energy to begin?” you called me the next morning to ask “are you still in?” and then i remembered our drunken plans disinclined to move at all my head still hurt i felt the throb deep within my skull but we keep our promises, ow and you opened up your struggling soul whether to let them go or keep it on but i’d like to know do you regret farewell or has the distance been good? only time can really tell the worst of it’s gone to see how much you've grown after taking the plunge you find yourself alone (if it's sinful to seek only pleasure) what’s the number of (is it wrong to avoid pain?) your own growth quorum? (could there be somewhere in between?) i suppose i’ll never know
2.
Terpsichore 06:59
gonna watch your eyes crawl over in boredom i steal your line it feels like the stiff hunched spines dionysus release us sweat and wine dance like you mean it i’m just sittin there thinkin chess it feels like the perfect time but it’s hard to be myself it feels like the perfect time but everything in the world don’t watch your feet, yeah turn it in you try and shuffle still but the blood rushes to your head take it all in stride you don’t realize you aren’t the topic of the night i find in these trying times it’s hard to feel so loved and not a fool speaking truth so let’s say, you draw a line and a circle what happens when you turn it on its head? what do i do with my hands? it’s alarming to understand that there are rules to this whole thing not known by you so you stick with the same old moves terpsichore, be my muse oh, you bide the ebb and flow and anguish in your repose like a pariah there’s only one way to finally face yourself so we try it against the rhythm
3.
Middle 04:12
every once in a while you try to work it out you take some time to meet in the middle feeling like it’s gone down the shitter oh what? what is it this time? you say you just don’t deal with absolutes, you try to make it work but you feel that all your feelings have gone away but you’re not sure when i am not the same something’s changed feeling stuck in the shitter all day what’s worse is the weather’s the same damn thing seems like, oh, you just had it but you lost it then a certain loneliness sets in and it can feel good to scratch that itch but then you find the time to realign i feel the turnin’ of the wheel the time it takes for it to really heal something’s spoken - daze is broken you ask, “what’s up?” and i say, “nothing much” how do you expend life in a sentence?
4.
Soft Light 04:10
you watch the sun go down, the light is it feeling soft tonight? a green flash and it’s out of sight the time is now, the night is right kaleidoscope eyes, whiskey sprite glitter, feather scarves, and some disco lights take your shoes off, the grass is fine rolling rocks and good times all i want’s that feeling a summery dance in the evening outside, at night til the sun comes up and you don't stop moving til the morning when you're all worn out pack it up, head on home euneirophrenia, the perfect word dance out in the shining light coked out dj’s spinning chic and nile the whole world hangs on your smile as you pirouette through the night did you really think this wouldn’t end? that if you stayed out long enough the day’d begin again? well let me hip you to something you might not understand that tonight’s the night for desire or regret so hold me closer i'm entranced repeat after me only now matters all i want’s that feeling a summery dance in the evening outside, at night til the sun comes up and you don't stop moving til the morning when you're all worn out pack it up, head on home euneirophrenia, the perfect word
5.
Let You Know 03:23
i walked out on my own deep down we’re all afraid we’ll die alone so i thought i’d let you know that instead of getting angry i should have sat and listened you tried to give a warning but it seems i couldn’t handle it my thoughts were racing fast and i made a snap decision “oh god, i gotta get outta here this heaven just isn’t real” some part of me’s thinkin i might’ve fucked up but pride is a sickness if you have too much but now time has passed the pang of regret, it keeps on stinging what if i hadn’t insisted on having the last word? supposedly it heals all wounds but i know that’s not entirely true it only seems to continue this hell that i’ve constructed about you but in the back of my mind i wanted to shut up but once i get going i can't really stop oh, i didn't mean to put on airs oh, i know i don't know everything you later expressed your hesitations and i thought that that made sense but the thoughts that you were harboring had you questioning my defense i think about it often stuck in my own head layin up at night in bed wondering if i could've said something different to you to mend the disconnect but therein lies the problem silence: the best recompense
6.
Restraint 03:38
i can’t see without everything lining up in front of me idle dreams don’t pave the way to self-discovery who’s to say what will give when it’s all been done? you’re bored with life but afraid of change is this what i’ve become? making me feel a bit of restraint how am i to know, in my youth, what makes a man all that he is meant to be? who’s that staring at me? i’m not gonna mess around with you anymore maybe that’s all that i need: to take some time to figure my life out i know it’s all some slippery gift that keeps on giving so i think that i'll try it out a different outlook on what life could be it can’t be doing and doing until you reach the moment when you notice that it’s slipping away ‘cause it doesn’t make sense (ahhh) a heading with no clear destination what if you found you were already there? you’d be free to live in the present and not focus on the day at the end of your life when you feel yourself fading away who’s that staring at me? i’m not gonna mess around with you anymore maybe that’s all that i need: to take some time to figure my life out i know it’s all some slippery gift that keeps on giving
7.
i don’t think it gets better than this i don’t think it gets better than this looking at your fate you feel like you are lost trying to communicate but you just can’t get your point across so you turn within to reach the edges of a thought all that there has ever been everything that you are not thought i’d never forget it i can’t believe it what was i lookin’ for that feeling (won’t you) feeling so alone (tell me) called you on the phone (something) that’s gonna change my mind then i started to feel it that perfect feeling that’s gonna change my mind and if it starts to fade i think i know the way that’s gonna change my mind
8.
i wish you hadn't called it, god i'm so sick of all that shit forget the fire, reverse its flame it all was born from a spark you wrote a little poem that might suffice you die trying to come up with the word that you're blanking on arriving at the end looking down upon the page is this all good enough or is something out of place? but sometimes you have to dust your hands of the work that you complete and say that what i have is good or as good as it'll be, uh huh I wish you’d never called it art Or claim to know what it is Like a dream it came to me A missing piece to the part but sometimes the sea it doesn't break on me but you hear the call to keep pushin on til the day it works out
9.
I'll Wait 03:38
i'll wait long enough to take it back can't be scared rushing in all of a sudden it depends on my time there can't be something growing here 'cause one day it could fall if i go down that road i might stay down there see you up above help me see more clear i'll wait so i don't have to feel regret it's easy hiding from yourself it's easy hiding what you felt the whole time there can't be something growing here 'cause one day it could fall i'll wait long enough to take it back can't be scared rushing in all of a sudden it depends on my time there can't be something growing here 'cause one day it could fall is it just that same old fear the wait before the call?
10.
it’s not like you’ve ever been lonely it’s not like you’ve ever believed what am i to do with this feeling? help is not an arm’s reach away so i ask you throw me a bone (but you’d rather be alone i’m sorry, but i’m not that kind of guy) wait, i think i’ll always be sorry it’s not something i’d ever do so maybe i should hold you so closely and promise that i’ll always be true it's not like you've ever been worried it's not like you’d admit you're wrong what if you didn't know the answer? help is just an arm’s length away so i ask you pick up the phone it started with a misunderstanding and turned into a full blown feud now i’m stuck here left wondering how i failed to see the truth
11.
De-sync 06:14
are we having the same thoughts? are we syncing in real time? are we having the same thoughts? are we of the same mind? are we having the same thoughts? are we syncing in real time? are we having the same thoughts? are we of the same mind? are we having the same thoughts? are we syncing in real time? are we having the same thoughts? are we of the same mind? i can feel it comin’ i can feel it comin’ i can feel it comin’ it’s always happening i can feel it comin’ i can feel it comin’ i can feel it comin’ it’s always there are we having the same thoughts? are we syncing in real time? are we having the same thoughts? are we of the same mind? are we having sane thoughts? are we having sane thoughts? are we having sane thoughts? are we of sound mind? well i think that my head’s gone a bit out of place i can’t tell if i’m logical or if my delusions are blown out into space well how do you handle not knowing the perceptions of your best friends and enemies and acquaintances the pretense that we’re all supposed to ground ourselves and no one will tell you until you’ve gone off the rails i could be a narcissist or a lunatic or somewhere inbetween it’s in my genes; something i’m destined to repeat oh, to reach back into time and shake my younger self stop fucking around just listen up and listen well i'm hexed this feeling like i'm out of my head unfurling on it's hard to keep the love when it's gone so don't stress it's something i've decided i won't mess it's already in the lines of the press you're designed to feel alone so keep checking your phone until you seal the hole i confess there are those in my life who won’t let me descend into madness but i wonder, if we all had this net, would there be a net effect stopping pain and neglect? mmm

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released July 23, 2021

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